I've noticed more and more lately, and I don't know whether it's just me or people as a whole, but I'm being more and more impatient as time goes on.
I want answers to my questions as soon as I ask them. I want the knowledge and I want to learn so I can put things into practise right then and there. I want to book an appointment and have it set for the next day. I want to send a message and have a reply within the next ten seconds.
I want I want I want. That's all I seem to say lately. On top of that, I want it and I want it NOW.
I have a feeling that my impatience has grown due to Facebook, just a little bit. Facebook has made me feel like everyone's online and they have nothing better to do than just wait for a message from me and they have to reply as soon as they see the message.
I don't blame it all on facebook though. I've always been shit at waiting for something, especially when it's something I really want. I'll dwell on it, write out a plan of attack if I can, obsess over it then store it away, trying not to think about it until closer to the date that I can do/have/access it.
And it's put out of my mind with obsessing over something else, putting all of my thoughts into the next thing that I'll have to wait for, and the next and the next.
Obsession. I'm fairly obsessive, even if people don't realise or notice it. I can hold onto things for a long time. Especially when they're unattainable or if it's something I desperately want.
But I was talking about impatience....although I guess obsession ties into it pretty nicely. Oh well, it's another topic for another day.
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