I had the weirdest..set of dreams last night/this morning. You know the kind of dreams you have that blend together yet you know they're aren't the same?
Anyway....the first one I was at Danni's house...but it wasn't Danni's house, it loked like my cousin Sam's house...but their house looked like what it looks like in my dreams...I know that doesn't make sense but whatever.
So, I'm in the living room and I see Alan sitting on the couch and Frankee's just walked out of the room. They're 'together' together. I'm having an argument with Alan about us having to deal with each other, suck it up and be nice kind of thing. So then he walks out of the room after we've decided to be friendly, Danni's standing in the doorway and neither of them say anything to each other, or seem to see each other. It's like they were on two different planes of existence and only I could see them both at the same time. Danni was smiling and happy and really blonde :P Her hair was wavy and sitting just on her shoulders and very, very blond.
Then there's like a blank/black gap in my memory and I'm sitting in a crumbling old like parlour room and there's people sitting all around and I walk to a table and there's a massive newspaper on it so I grab it and see all these photos of people and I know them, they're sitting all around me in the parlour room. The newspaper says that they're all dead, that they died in this hotel and it had been shut down because of it.
You know in scary movies when the main character realises he/she's actually dead and the people they know/are with are all dead too and then the walls crumble even more and everything looks like it should? Well my dream went backwards. Upon realising I was with a bunch of dead people/ghosts/whatever, everything got better. The lights came on, a the wallpaper was complete and vibrant. Everything got better.
Then another black gap and I'm in my house. I've got two new pets. Two turtles and get this, it was a cross between a lizard a dog and an alligator. A dog-lizard-alligator..an alligator-lizard-dog, I can't tell which way it is. So I've got all of these creatures in my house in a tub in my room. Just a tub of water and they're all sitting in it.
So then I'm going out to feed Pearl and I leave the door open. I come back and the turtles have peed all over the floor and the lizard/dog has run out into the backyard, I start screaming that its gotten out so James runs out to grab it, pulling it by its tail as it tries to disappear into the piles of branches in our backyard that we use for bonfires. I go back inside and find that the two turtles have also gotten out. I find one and put it back inside, closing the door.
Going down, I help pull the alligator-lizard-dog and I've got my legs wrapped around it...its like a furry, dark green thing with a loong tail. So I've got my legs wrapepd around it , holding it down and my hands are trying to hold its jaws together. It has teeth like an alligator, sticking out all over the place. I'm looking into its eyes and talking to it, trying to get it to calm down. Finally it does and I let go of its mouth and it licks my cheek.
Mum and James are stnading there watching me and I start to cry. Even to my ears, my voice is annoying. I keep saying "we need to find Zoe, we need to find her" for some reason I've only just noticed that she's run away and I just keep saying to mum "we need to find her"
Then my alarm went off. Maybe it was the sleeping in a different bed thing or getting to sleep in a bit more than usual...I dunno, but they were the weirdest dream/s I've had in a while.
Hmmm Must have been the night for dreaming weird dreams.
ReplyDeleteI will however comment on the dream involving me. So u were saying alan and i were together or him and frankee?
either way, ur subconcious mind was running through our relationship?! U and alan never got on, and frankee was always interferring, then after a while, just stopped as alan didnt like her. (oh how thats changed)and now yes, alan and i r on different planes of existance, and we both exist -(well i know i do, unsure about him and do not care)- without even thinking the other exists.
maybe ur mind was playing it all back thru ur head without u realising it and analysing it.My mind does that too, just with different things. I havent dreamt about any of this stuff in months and months.
and i was happy by the end of ur dream...cos I'm away and free. :) unsre about the blonde part, maybe ur seeing me as 'brighter and shining' or somehow u think some part of me has changed.
please dont waste ur precious dreams on him btw. If ur going to dream of him, dream of bashing him with sticks, as we cant do that in real life ;)
U were in my dream last night too. but will explain when i see u. u had babies in my dream, and we were 30. so have fun trying to analyse that one. lol
love u
xxx